So how do I do this? By simplifying. Culling all the things that cause me to lose focus on what's really important. When I have so many things on my mind, it's hard to concentrate on any one thing and then another day gets lost to the "should, woulda, coulda" land. College starts again next week and February is going to be Jivamukti yoga month for me because the founders of Jivamukti Yoga are coming to Sydney! Just writing "Jivamukti yoga month" ignites a spark. Maybe it's not all lost in the haze after all. I just need to sit down and spend a little more time planning so I can focus. One thing at a time, or multiple if they lend themselves to synergy.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Alright, it's time to come to. It's time to get out of this haze that I've been living the past year and focus again. I always try to do too much and then life gets hard, I get sick and then I miss out on doing important things like simply hanging with my loved ones. I haven't really felt passionate about much lately and that kind of scares me. I got lost to the routine. To lose passion is to lose love is to lose life. I don't want to lose the passion to live. And no this is not a suicidal note and no I don't need a watchman. I've just been in a haze and now I'm finally ready to help myself out of it.