I have been feeling a little off centre this week and by Thursday, I was not getting into my yoga practice but I persisted and
did it anyway (like the
OM Yoga challenge says and
Katey Weighty would say) but by Friday, I needed a rest day from yoga, life...the universe. I was in a nihilistic mood and I was not letting any airy fairy bullshit cross my path without being shot down.
Work is busy and things are on every weekend too. You'd think all this routine would be making me more focused but nope. I've been looking over my food diary and it could be the food. I still haven't been cooking and I can't believe that I haven't really had any fruit/
vegies of the real fresh variety for over a week! How the hell did that happen? Will definitely try to eat better this week, especially now that I feel like I am coming down with a cold.
This week in both my yoga classes the focus was meditation. I have never really meditated "properly" before and really enjoyed it. I personally think meditation is as simple as sitting in the garden with my eyes closed, enjoying the warmth of the sun on my bare skin but the class meditation was different and is definitely something I would like to explore further.
My focus in yoga this week will be to practice patience towards myself and others. I became frustrated with myself last week and that only made me more critical of myself and then in turn, less patient with others. Maybe all this yoga is bringing out lots of the negative crap in me to deal with. It's forcing me to really look at myself.
On a fun note, I've got purple bits in my hair now. I went to
Doppelganger Hair for my monthly colour/cut which I am loving! I love having the back of my neck free of hair too. I am a short hair convert.