WARNING - SOMBRE POSTIt's raining. I am sitting down on the farm on my parents computer while my younger brother and sister are at work, my older sister's are elsewhere (Melbourne, New York), Dad's down in the sheds and mum well, she's gone to get her hair cut. Today is the day she leaves for Europe. I feel a little numb. My mum gets under my skin as only she knows how but I've had to restrain from causing any more stress this time around. Her brother is dying and this trip is quite a sombre one.
We've known that his body has been slowly shutting down from a rare muscle disease since December and consequently mum has since had two strokes. Do you think we might be worried about her going? Hell yeah but we also understand that she has to do this.
Please don't anyone dare leave any comments of sympathy for me because I really don't need or deserve any. I'm just trying to process all this and how it'll effect my mum and her immediate family. I can't possibly imagine how horrible it would be for one's body to shut down when the mind is still as sharp as ever and that you couldn't do anything for yourself anymore.
There's plenty of junk in the house here and I've had 6 snickers bars already. I do have control but I just said stuff it. I'll get back on track tomorrow, when I've cried my guts out tonight. Airports always make me cry too. It's a sombre day for my family.
I'll be back doing the blog rounds on Saturday so I hope everyone is having a much better week and keeping up the great work!