I didn't think it was wise to go to weigh in after the past week so I checked the scales at home and they're showing that I maintained. That is good enough for me, especially after a week of laying in bed and no exercise. I still feel pretty rotten but kind of feel relieved mentally after yesterday's event. I can now just be sick and not feel guilty about it.
My exercise routine is going to change again also. I can't wait to start walking in the mornings (again) and ride at night! I am really missing exercise, no kidding but of course I'll wait 'til I'm better. Yes mums LOL :-) Thank you for all your great advice and comments.
I am also going to enjoy being more down to earth now where I do not have to compromise my beliefs, ethics or personality. I will not work in a Photo Agency that deal with papparazzi photos only ever again (I didn't realise this before). The shame *shudder*. My prefered clientele are book publishers, newspapers (features section), design agencies and the like...dealing with classy photos and real photographers. Not the sort that invade in people's privacy and exploit them for their own means in trashy magazines. I want to find beautiful pictures for beautiful stories and be able to go home at the end of the day feeling like I've contributed to something positive.
There, so I hope I am more clear about what I expect out of a job. I hope you don't mind me thrashing these ideas out here!? This next week, I will need to really think about the direction I want to take now without compromising what is important to me.
In other news, I had to leave the house today to go Father's Day shopping. Done and I also bought two new books for myself to cheer up. Will let you know what they're like when I've read them.
1. The Seven Spiritual Laws of Yoga (I am really getting into it!)
2. Strength Training for Women
Okay, I'm off to my folks tomorrow for 2 days.
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!